Tuesday, July 7, 2020

Beauty. What beauty?

Beautiful isn't it? There are days I see beauty in the day, no matter how difficult it may be. But for the past two weeks, I've relapsed and all I see are the branches, thorns and darkness. It hurts. I drown in darkness. I struggle to swim afloat. I smile, I laugh on occasions. I can hold proper conversations. I can still work. I can respond to messages and laugh and crack jokes. But beneath it all, I am drowning. 

I am blessed to have loved ones who now know what I struggle with & pick up the signs. You know who you are. I am forever grateful.